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From Page to Gallery: The Exhibition Journey of ‘But I Live. Remembering the Holocaust’ with co-curator Jakob Hoffmann

On February 27, SCVN research assistant Ghada met with curator Jakob Hoffmann to discuss the exhibition journey of ‘But I Live. Remembering the Holocaust’. The exhibition, co-curated by Jakob Hoffmann and Barbara Yelin, features the process of co-creation and original artwork by artists Barbara Yelin, Miriam Libicki, and Gilad Seliktar, produced for the graphic novel But I Live: Three Stories of Child Survivors of the Holocaust, edited by Dr. Charlotte Schallié and based on interviews with Holocaust survivors Emmie Arbel, David Schaffer, and Nico and Rolf Kamp. Displaying original drawings, sketches, archival materials, and interviews with participants, the exhibition illuminates the process by which the book came into existence.

The interview with Jakob offers a closer look into his life and work, while inviting reflection on the concepts and challenges that arise at the intersection of first, artistic media such as graphic novels and film; second, social phenomena such as collective memory and mass atrocities; and third, human experience, particularly through the lens of survivors.

Ghada: Hello Jakob, thank you for taking the time to have this conversation today. Before getting into the details of the project, can you tell us a little bit more about yourself? What do you do? Where are you based? What is the scope of your work?

Jakob: Yes, what can I say about myself? Well, I live here in Frankfurt am Main. I’m 60 years old, and I’ve got a proper regular job, which is working in the Scout movement. This is maybe a little bit unique, because most of the people who are involved in Scout are volunteers and young people. And I’m an old man, and I’m doing it as a job, but you could say I’m kind of a trainer doing projects with young people in the area around Frankfurt. This is my steady job that brings me some income and a lot of joy.

Jakob Hoffmann during the exhibition of ‘But I Live: Remembering the Holocaust’ exhibition in Dortmund, Germany, May 6, 2023. Photo credit: Max Mann.

My job does not have really anything to do with how I’m involved in SCVN, but maybe there are some parallels, because I’m always thinking about how to transfer certain political or cultural topics to young people and students.

I don’t know how exactly that happened, but maybe ten or fifteen years ago, I started getting interested in comics and graphic novels. And since I’m definitely not an artist or someone who can draw a straight line, it was very clear to me that if I want to get involved in this scene, I can do it by organizing things. So, I created a little series of events where I invited comic artists from all over the world.

I’m also into curating exhibitions. I started with a side project for contemporary art and then got the chance to do a bigger exhibition with Art for Children in the Museum of Modern Art in Frankfurt. This was a huge step forward, because, as a non-professional, it’s quite unique to get this chance. But I got it, and it was great, and I worked together with illustrators. Since then, I have done it from time to time.

I don’t know exactly when it was, but I did some exhibitions with comic artists, and that’s how Barbara asked me one day if I wanted to curate an exhibition on But I Live.

Ghada: I will use your last point to ask you to elaborate a little bit on your contribution to SCVN. Between 2022 and 2024, you co-curated and toured an exhibition of ‘But I Live: Remembering the Holocaust’. How did you first connect with the project? What inspired the creation of this exhibition?

Jakob: The comic scene in Germany, maybe the comics scene in most of the countries in the world except for perhaps France or Japan, is very well-connected and everybody knows each other. You don’t need an agent to get in contact with somebody else, and there is a strong interest in each other’s work. I’m not a comic artist, but since I invited a lot of people and published a comic magazine for kids, I’m in contact with many people, so it’s very hard to say when some things get started, because you always talk about projects, “Oh, let’s do this, let’s do that”.

In this case, I was talking quite frequently to Barbara Yelin. We had several events together , we met at festivals, and through our private friends. I don’t know exactly when she first told me about this project, about the life of Emmie Arbel, but I remember it was in the middle of COVID, when she called me in January 2022… No, no. It should be before then, maybe 2020, if it was at the beginning of COVID. No, it was 2022. But there was no COVID anymore. Well, you see, I’m very bad at remembering things.

Ghada: Maybe that’s why we need exhibitions, novels, and tangible materials? Because we need better memories? I’m just like you, it’s so hard for me to remember dates and names of people!

Jakob: Yeah, 2022. It was in January 2022, because we had a very short time to prepare this exhibition, so maybe I mixed things up. But Barbara called me—it was five or six months before that one big comic festival in Germany—and asked me: what do you think about offering an exhibition about But I Live for the Erlangen International Comic Salon? And I said, yeah, send me a PDF.

Then I saw the story, and other stories by Miriam and Gilad, and I was overwhelmed. We called Katja Rausch, from the festival in Erlangen, who gave us one of the best spots we could have there. However, we said let’s not limit it to the short exhibition during the festival. Let’s make it a little bigger, a little more durable, so that we have three months to show this beautiful artwork. This was the start. Then everything went very quickly from there.

Ghada: Can you give us a quick brief of what the exhibition consisted of content-wise for our readers who might not necessarily be familiar with previous posts and information that we’ve shared?

Jakob: Yeah, that’s a very good question, because, you know, it’s always the question, What? What would you show if you were doing an exhibition about a comic? What would you display? Because a comic is happy with itself as a book, and it doesn’t need an exhibition.

We first considered a traditional approach of showing original artwork. Yet, this is another tricky thing, because original artwork is not necessarily something that is done analog by hand. We got a beautiful mix in But I Live, because Gilad works strictly digitally, but Miriam and Barbara do analog studies. They work nearly completely with analog techniques, including watercolours, which is special. So, it was clear from the beginning that the exhibition had different components, but the main thing was to show original artwork that would give the visitor a strong impression regarding the three stories of the child survivors of the Holocaust.

We also decided to display studies, scribbles, sketchbooks, interviews, and research materials. At the time, the project had already produced three wonderful short films about the artists, and so the films were also shown. Of course, it’s very important to offer the audience some comics as well, a place where they can encounter the book, because it’s all about the book. The aim of the show is that people buy this book, take it home, and read it whole with all its strong components, especially since it’s not a traditional comic book. It also features very interesting essays from historians and so on.

Ghada: You mentioned the audience, and that’s precisely what I have been thinking about as well! Knowing that the exhibition has been in multiple cities, and I will not attempt to say their names because I will not pronounce them correctly. My question is, were there different conceptions for the different exhibits as they went to different places? Did you encounter any differences in public engagement? And finally, did you make any changes or specific adjustments?

Jakob: Yeah, I can tell there’s a lot to say about that, but I will try to keep it short. When we started planning for the exhibition, it was absolutely customized to the museum in Erlangen, which is a very special but limited place in a 200- or 300-year-old building. We had six very small rooms, and, in total, the space was not more than sixty square meters, which is very small for such an amount of material. But we grabbed the opportunity to classify the different materials accordingly: three rooms went to showcasing the three stories, one for introduction and orientation, another hosted screens to showcase portraits of artists and witnesses along a big map that displayed the itineraries of the survivors, and the last room displayed the network of the project, the epilogue and physical copies of the book.

And at that moment, we still hadn’t even thought about taking the exhibition to another place. But there was an important journalist from Germany, Andreas Platthaus, who wrote about it and said, “This is really something, this exhibition should travel”.

As such, before we even finished the first exhibition, we got two really good requests to show it in other places, and that’s what we did. We showed it in a small comic museum in Dortmund, then in Wiesbaden, which is close to Frankfurt, in a classical museum site. Later, we were asked to display the exhibition at the Gedenkstätte Ravensbrück, a former concentration camp and the very place where Emmie Arbel was imprisoned. This was really something. Then the exhibition was displayed in another comic museum in Bavaria, Erika- Fuchs-Haus in Schwarzenbach.

And now, sharing new information, it will go to Bergen Belsen, the place where Emmie Arbel was liberated. This was the concentration camp where her mother died, and they decided to show it as well. So, as you can imagine, these are two totally different situations—showing the exhibition in a comic museum in the middle of a town with no certain historical background, versus a former concentration camp that was the setting of one of the stories in the book.

Ghada: Very interesting, it somehow gains a new meaning, doesn’t it? When you put the place in the context of the story, you feel that it takes on a new dimension.

Jakob: Absolutely. The opening in Ravensbrück, the former concentration camp, was on the liberation day of the concentration camp. There were hundreds of people, including former prisoners. It was really frightening in a good way. The context is totally different, but we also try to adapt the exhibition to the exhibitions spaces that are quite different as well. You have a classic white cube in Wiesbaden, which is very easy to play with. And then you have very small old rooms in Erlangen. And then you have the memorial space in Ravensbrűck, where you’re not allowed to put anything on walls, and you must hang everything. These are technical challenges that force us to find new solutions which is very interesting. In “Aber ich lebe” [But I Live] in Ravensbrück, Emmie Arbel was there. In Dortmund and Wiesbaden, we had interviews with the twins [Nico and Rolf Kamp] from the Netherlands whose story was told by Gilad. It keeps changing all the time. We also invite other comic artists, because it’s now a very big thing, doing comics in this way about historical issues.

Ghada: This is a beautiful transition to my question on how you envision the role of art and graphic storytelling in preserving and conveying memories of mass atrocities. What goals do you believe we achieve when we use art to address big issues such as social memory, history, group identity, and mass atrocities?

Jakob: It’s a big question, a philosophical one, and my opinion about it changes every day. Sometimes I think it’s the perfect medium to carry things that must be remembered—things that would be lost if we didn’t use art to preserve them. Yet, sometimes I think, no, it did not work. It’s always a process full of doubts. But we got very good responses to these exhibitions.

I guess comics have the advantage of allowing people to reflect on a story at their own pace, at their own speed. This is a difference from film, for example. When you watch a film, you’re totally passive.

Another challenging aspect of But I Live is the fact that it creates pictures of the concentration camps that do not exist yet, because we only have the official pictures by the Nazis, and they don’t show people in gas chambers, or all the killing and the atrocities. The pictures we have are only those taken by the perpetrators.

Comics, and maybe art, offer the chance to show what happened, while making it totally clear that this is not the exact way it happened, but that it could. Comics don’t pretend to present historical truth. Rather, they highlight that history always needs reconstruction, and this means there is nothing like objective truth about what happened.

I think that’s what art can do—bring the audience, like the visitors of an exhibition, to engage with the pictures and the story, but they must play their own role in the process. There is always a relation between the visitor and the objects we display.

Ghada: I may have not mentioned, but I am doing my PhD in philosophy, so these kinds of questions are at the core of my interests in participating in and contributing to this project!

Jakob: Yeah, like this idea for example, is informed by Walter Benjamin, who said that history is always in construction, not reconstruction, but construction. I guess art can make that very clear. Another important idea, which is a common notion about art, and especially comics, is that art makes the process easier, more accessible, when you approach history through pictures.

Ghada: I like to reflect on this informational dimension of art, focusing on the difference between getting information from art versus, for example, news or other formats. I tend to think that art speaks to us in the totality of our existence, that is in thinking, but also in feeling, in imagination and creativity. It taps into different aspects of us all at once.

Jakob: That is true on the one hand, but it’s also dangerous to use art to just put some emotion in a material or issue. Of course, this is something one must be careful about. Among the quality points of these comics in But I Live, is that they keep their distance, because the project is survivor-centered, not about manipulating the audience. It’s about keeping everything centered around the survivor, and how we can stay genuine and authentic about that.

Ghada: Beautiful. You spoke earlier about your work with Barbara, and I understand that there was a lot of collaborative work. I am curious about the role of collaboration in the making of projects like this exhibition. How does the collaborative nature of this work help advance the project?

Jakob: It is absolutely necessary. It’s something that can never be enough, because in such projects, there are tons of information you haven’t read or worked with. And it’s the same with the connections to the artists, or with other people who are involved in the project. There you always have the feeling it’s not enough, but it’s absolutely necessary to get in touch with them, to talk to them and to understand what they do on a personal level as well.

What we did for this exhibition—something I will also do in my upcoming exhibition that involves some people from SCVN— is doing interviews with the artists and bringing them into the exhibition so that you hear from them about their processes and struggles, and how they make their decisions. There are a lot of decisions to make as an artist when it comes to showing things, and this is what I’m interested in.

We work together with some graphic designers, so we always have a digital version of the exhibition. We show it to the artists, discuss it with Charlotte, and eventually we must make the final decision as curators. This is a very democratic way to bring in a lot of perspectives. The collaboration is very close, beautiful, and it’s the most interesting thing about the process.

Ghada: Wrapping up our conversation and looking forward, what is next for SCVN in terms of exhibitions? I know that you will be creating an exhibition for the new SCVN project, which moves beyond the Holocaust and includes other genocides and mass atrocities from Rwanda, Iraq, Syria, Canada, Bosnia, and Kosovo. Can you speak about any plans for the next exhibits?

Jakob: An upcoming exhibit will take place in Wiesbaden again, opening on May 21. We open this exhibition with four comic artists, three of whom are involved in the SCVN project: Tobi Dahmen, who worked on Akram’s story from Syria and whose work will be shown for the first time; Nora Krug, who’s working on a project about archives in Yale’s Fortunoff Video Archive, and we will display some work from her book; and there is Birgit Weyhe, who is in the working process for an upcoming comic about a young woman from Iraq. Charlotte will also be invited.

In November, the exhibit is set to travel to another museum in Constance, in the very south of Germany. We have a current discussion about whether it will also go to Erlangen in 2026.

In general, there are eight or nine artists working now on graphic novels about genocides worldwide [on the project]. Fantastic artists dealing with shocking issues. The question is, what will happen to these stories? Will there be anything beyond the fact that they will be published, hopefully in different languages and in different countries? So, Charlotte and the team came up with the idea of creating not a digital exhibition, but a portfolio which can be easily adapted in different places all over the world. Something like a core set of pictures, information, and layouts which can be printed, for example, on location, but in a certain, outstanding quality. The concept aims to, on the one hand, guarantee that there will be a high-profile exhibition or a good-quality exhibition, and on the other hand—the charming argument of course—to enable people and institutions, for example schools which don’t have much money, to display exhibitions in a way that is possible.

I’m very much into organizing events, public readings, and exhibitions, because I love bringing this fantastic artwork to people in a very direct way, to invite the artists and show original artwork. But I also understand the need to make the material more accessible to institutions.

Ghada: My last question is from a research process perspective. I am wondering how you approach the weight of the material at hand. Despite that we are dealing with comics and artistic material, the content is heavy. How do you deal with this aspect of the project?

Jakob: Oh, that’s hard to say. I usually don’t do it twenty-four hours a day. I have my job, my family, and my nonsense stuff like watching Netflix series or soccer on TV. I also have a lot of friends and family I can talk to throughout the process. This is helpful. I think comics, as I already said, offer you the chance to keep a distance. And the artists I worked with are very considerate not to overwhelm the people they are working with. But to be honest, I cannot answer completely because I don’t know how much impact it [this work] has on me. And I think there is some kind of professional distance I try to keep. Sometimes I distract myself and do other things. Actually, there is a beautiful picture about this in But I Live, in the story of Emmy Arbel, who worked with Barbara. After telling her the most horrible stuff you can think of, she says: “Now it’s time to stop, and I must go to the computer and play my solitaire game.” So, the question is much more an issue for the victims of these tough stories. We are in a comfortable position in not having experienced what they did.

Ghada: These were the questions that I had. Did I miss any question that you wanted to address?

Jakob: Not now. Thank you for these questions. It has been a pleasure. As I already said, it’s not so easy for me to answer in English, because sometimes some words are missing, and you try to paraphrase in an awkward way.

Ghada: It’s also my everyday struggle, so I understand!

Jakob: What is your first language?

Ghada: It’s Lebanese Arabic, which is my first language. Then we learn French as a second language, and English as a third. You can imagine me trying to phrase all those philosophical ideas in English but getting the words in Arabic first. Then I have to translate, but that is not always a practical thing to do.

Jakob: Well, you are into at least two other beautiful languages. I always envy people who can speak French. It’s very hard for me not to be able to speak French, because France is really the best country for comics. Yeah, and Arabic. I don’t understand Arabic, but it sounds very nice. Is it complicated?

Ghada: It is… It is usually considered harder to learn than some other languages, especially let’s say English, French, and Spanish, which share some vocabulary and grammatical structures, whereas Arabic has a completely different structure and a different alphabet. But that’s the beauty of diversity among people and languages!

Jakob: That’s a very good last word, I guess, that beauty of diversity.

Thank you so much for sharing your time and expertise, Jakob, and we look forward to your next exhibit with the project!

The Ackerman Center Podcast: Interview with Dr. Charlotte Schallié

In April 2024, SCVN co-director Dr. Charlotte Schallié met with Belofsky Fellow Katie Fisher for a conversation about the importance of arts-based research. Focusing on the publication ‘But I Live: Three Stories of Child Survivors of the Holocaust’ this interview provides insight into the SCVN methodology which centres a collaborative approach to testimony. Charlotte and Katie also discuss the ways that graphic novels can be used to teach about the Holocaust, balancing the need to provide true information about survivor experiences while still providing a safe and supportive learning environment.

Find the full conversation here.

Listening time 44 minutes.

The Pivotal Role of Community Liaisons in Survivor-Centred Work

On October 11, SCVN Media Director Raey Costain met with Ajnura Akbaš who is supporting the Yugoslav Wars Research Cluster as a community liaison. Ajnura works at the Muzej Ratnog Djetinjstva/War Childhood Museum in Sarajevo, an institution focused on the stories of children who have experienced wars and their enduring impact worldwide.

Ajnura spoke about her academic background and her work as a research coordinator for the War Childhood Museum, providing insight into how the museum works with survivors and their stories. As a firsthand witness to the SCVN research process as it has unfolded in the Yugoslav Wars Research Cluster, Ajnura was also able to share her perspective on visual methodologies, the importance of gathering in spaces where atrocities occurred, and what she has learned by working with survivors.

Ajnura has been supporting Almasa’s story with graphic artist Anneli Furmark and Research Cluster Co-Leads Sabine Rutar and Franziska Zaugg.

Raey: Thank you for meeting with me today. Can you give me a little bit of background on your role with the War Childhood Museum in connection to the work that you’re doing with Anneli and her recent trip to Sarajevo?

Ajnura: I work as a research coordinator at the War Childhood Museum. I’ve been with the Museum since 2019. I started working there just after getting my Master’s in history at Royal Holloway in London. My plan was to go back to Sarajevo and do a little bit of volunteering or an internship before starting my PhD. And then I just really fell in love with the mission of the museum and what they were doing. And so I started there on this very short term plan working with visitors, and then I basically never left after 2019.

My role changed a little bit over the years but what I do now is mostly coordinating research projects that the museum is conducting all around the world, documenting stories, objects, and oral history interviews with people who have experienced war childhood globally. So that’s the museum part.

I did eventually start my PhD, so I’m currently travelling between London and Sarajevo. I’m in my final year right now and I’m doing that at LSE in the Department of Gender Studies.

I started working with Anneli recently, and Almasa is our museum participant. She became part of the collection in, I think, 2020, and yeah, this last year we’ve started working with the SCVN team and Anneli, Franziska, and Sabine. We all met in person in Sarajevo last year. And so that was kind of the initial stage of us beginning to plan the project in terms of getting Anneli and Almasa together, having them get to know each other, and most of all for Almasa to start telling her story.

Raey: When you say Almasa became part of your collection, what does that mean?

Ajnura: It means that she donated her personal story to the museum. Her story, accompanied by the memory of an object, is part of our collection, and we have used it in our exhibitions and in our educational workshops. She also recorded an oral history interview for the museum, as part of a joint project between our museum and the Srebrenica Memorial Centre. We exhibit excerpts from those interviews in our permanent exhibition, but also sometimes in our traveling exhibitions as well.

Exterior of the War Childhood Museum. Image credit War Childhood Museum.

Raey: You mentioned that you were part of getting Anneli and Almasa together, can you expand on your specific role with the SCVN project?

Ajnura: So from the very beginning, our role was (when I say our I mean the museum, and I am acting on behalf of the War Childhood Museum), there was a role of liaison and research support. Almasa being our contributor and our collection participant, we already had very good relationships established with her and so we kind of made sure that Almasa had all the necessary information she needs about the SCVN project, about the methodology, and I think it’s really important that someone is there present who speaks the local language so that she feels more comfortable.

Last year, when Anneli and Franziska and Sabine came to Sarajevo, we made sure to go to Srebrenica with them, to introduce them to Almasa. I also coordinate meetings between Anneli and Almasa and have been doing that for about a year. They initially met in person and then continued online, I think we’ve had about seven or eight interviews so far over Zoom. And then on Anneli’s last visit to Sarajevo we worked with the film crew, coordinating everything regarding the trip in terms of getting the date set and accommodation and all the logistical things but also making sure that Almasa can communicate her boundaries to me and that I can then make sure that the team is aware of what we can or cannot ask or do, or what location Almasa feels the most comfortable recording in, or what the options are in terms of what’s possible with filming and so on.

So that’s the main part of what I’ve been doing with the project, making sure that Almasa as a survivor has the support she needs, and that she can check in with me about any kind of concerns she might have about the process or about the interviews themselves and that means I was there for her as a support. But we haven’t had any kind of issues with the team, and Anneli and Almasa, in particular, have been wonderful to work with.

That’s something I feel very privileged to have witnessed, is how their relationship developed over time. From that first meeting, when Anneli came to Srebrenica to this last meeting in person where you could really see how that relationship blossomed and now they’ve become really good friends in that time span.

Raey: You said that one of the things you were facilitating was ensuring that Almasa understands the SCVN methodology, creating the graphic novel and film. Are these kinds of methods something you were familiar with already?

Ajnura: I haven’t worked with the graphic novel method before, but I have worked with different kinds of visual methodologies and alternative archival methodologies through the museum. Our main method is childhood material culture, storytelling, and oral history but we have had a number of projects where the group of people we worked with was specific and we knew that we needed to adjust our methodology and offer an alternative language for people to communicate their life stories in a way that is not straightforward. We have experimented with embodied methodologies, with body mapping, with collages, with different kinds of artistic workshops and ways for people to express or illustrate their memories without having to sit in a studio and record a two hour long interview. And so I already had a kind of affinity, but also I guess a feeling of closeness, to alternative methodologies for documenting people’s life stories. And one thing I really appreciated, just from the position that I was in during this project, is witnessing Almasa’s reaction to the first drawings, seeing how important it is to her, and what it brings out of her. I think there is a value in these drawings being Anneli’s interpretation of Almasa’s words on the one hand, but also in Almasa to see their symbolic value, seeing a visual representation of her very, very earliest childhood memories of playing with her friends or of important moments in her story later on.

But it was really a special moment for me seeing her light up at some of those drawings.

Sketches by Anneli Furmark. Image credit Anneli Furmark.

Raey: That’s wonderful. I think one of the things that comes up a lot in talking about this project is that it really does depend on those relationships. And while we do, of course, have institutional relationships that help set those up, there’s no predicting if people are going to become friends or friendly or not. And so it sounds like you really had a close up view of that kind of research relationship unfolding in this project.

Ajnura: Yes, definitely, and we as a team, I feel that we were quite careful and cautious from the very beginning, in terms of whether Almasa would feel comfortable enough to share her story in full. This is not the first time for her to share her story. It was about whether we would be able to develop that level of trust between the two of them. I appreciate that the entire team were careful and that they wanted to respect the process of Almasa getting to know Anneli. And you can really see the difference in how Almasa narrates her story in the first interview and then in the last, because she feels more comfortable. It’s a kind of familiarity that comes with time.

And I also really appreciate how Anneli didn’t come into the project with preconceived notions of what she would hear. But she is hearing it all from Almasa and narrating it as such. And I think this work is really valuable. Especially from the perspective of the museum, because we work with war childhood history, it’s really important to see people whose stories are not normally included in histories and to have them writing themselves back in. And especially when it comes to the Bosnian war and the Srebrenica genocide, which is the topic of Almasa’s story, official stories are often about, you know, statistics and numbers, or they are about the militaries and politicians and journalists. They are rarely about children, who obviously had no say in whether the war would start or not but suffered multiple consequences of it. And so I think it’s really important that Almasa’s story is being documented, and that it will stay as important archival material.

Raey: You said that a big moment for this project was the team all coming together and meeting with Almasa. But you were also meeting in the place where the story unfolds. What do you see as the need or impact of gathering at the location where the story is set?

Ajnura: On the one hand, I think physical places, landscapes, those memorials that we visited, they hold stories as well. And especially for Almasa, who narrated part of her story that happened in that place, and she was speaking about the events while standing there, I think it encapsulates more than just Almasa’s personal story, but also the story of the place. That’s one part. But the other, of course, was that I think it adds another emotional element to the story because I know, having been there, it was a lot more emotionally laborious for Almasa to narrate some parts of the story while being there. And so I think there should be a recognition of that as well, that being in that physical space brings additional memories, and that we are triggered by our senses, by seeing things, touching things. So I think the value is in having those different kinds of historical materials added to the story, while at the same time not being the easiest task for the survivor, considering that it is the space where a lot of difficult things happened.

Raey: In terms of emotional labour, it can be very challenging to recount an experience, but it is also challenging to be on the other side of that conversation, to be somebody receiving that. Can you speak a little bit about how you take care of yourself? Or how the museum supports people who work there to care for themselves when engaging with these kinds of stories?

Ajnura: All museum staff who work with survivors are trained by psychologists to learn about techniques on how to protect ourselves, what kinds of practices we need to include in our daily lives, so that we can take care of our mental health. And we know to set some boundaries, even when it is difficult to do so.

I personally don’t really like talking about how it affects me, because I think it can never measure up to the emotional labour it takes for the participants to narrate or recall certain memories. I feel just incredibly privileged to be able to work at a museum where people entrust us with their memories and personal histories, but also with some of their most precious objects from their war childhoods.

What comes to mind when you ask that question is Almasa, because Almasa works at the Srebrenica Memorial Center in an area where she, as a child, survived genocide. And we’ve had some conversations about this, and I was really inspired by what she said. She said, and obviously we are aware of this as well, that you never really overcome trauma. You just learn how to live with it. And through her work at the memorial, through education, through advocacy, through different kinds of constructive ways of how to speak about the past, she’s able to reframe it so as to highlight positive aspects of it, or to imagine a possibility of a future in a place where atrocities happened. So I think there is an element of hope there, that being in those places, or working in or around those locations where atrocities happened, that you are reframing it through different kinds of activities you do there, and we hope to do that at the War Childhood Museum as well. But I think it’s even more relevant to what Almasa is doing at the Srebrenica Memorial.

Raey: Thank you for speaking on that. You mentioned that you’re finishing your PhD now. Do you plan on continuing with this kind of work after your degree?

Ajnura: My academic work has always been kind of inspired by the things I’m curious about. So through just my own research and experiences, and so on. And it has been kind of always tied to history and to Bosnia as a place where I grew up and the work at the museum really encapsulates all these elements that I really like about research. We are still very much embedded in the community. The museum is actually a place that exists to gather and to serve the community, so I never feel that I am out of touch with the world. You are always kind of embedded in it, but at the same time, there is this research side of things that allows me to develop methodologies, to meet other academics and researchers, to learn from them, or for me to teach them about what we do at the museum.

I would hope that in the next steps I continue working for the museum. We are still a relatively young institution. The museum opened in 2017, and there are a lot of things that we haven’t explored yet when it comes to the potentials of the work. A lot of interesting and bigger projects are yet to come. I’m just looking forward to being part of that, and hopefully advancing in my academic side of things as well.